only 19 days left

Well there is only 19 days left until my due date. I am really hopeing that the baby holds off and actually comes on the the due date which is the 13th or it could come on the 15th or even the 20th those are the days I would love. Just because each one is special to me in a different way. Honestly sometimes I just want him to come out right now!! But then my mother wouldn't be here and I really want her here as well.

Oh well hummm-drummm I will have it soon enough I guess.

Merry Christmas

8 weeks and 4 days

I just can't believe it is all happening so fast!!! When I think about it time is just flying by and before I know it we are going to be parents!! Although at this point I am getting a bit sick of being pregnant and big and uncomfortable. I really don't understand the women who say it is so much fun and the best time of their lives. I just don't see it that way I guess. Not that I hate it at all it just isn't at all the time of my life. I am starting to worry about the role we are all going to take in this child's life and where everyone will stand. I know what role Brandon and I are going to play or at least I believe I know where we stand. That can always change but were is everyone else in this???? Or are they even in it at all??

Baby & Moving!!

I got to hear my babies heart beat today!!! It was so awesome, it also puts a bit more reality to it. We are also packing up the house, well really I am doing most of the packing as Brandon works a lot. I honestly didn't think the packing thing would be so hard. I guess being pregnant really does put a bit of a hold on what you are able to do and how much you find yourself able to do. I just have so much less energy and things seem much harder. hummm or I am just lazy????

We are moving and moving Fast!!!!!!

Well now that we have a baby on the way, our dreams of moving out to the country in a beautiful little country ranch, seem oh so much farther away. Not that we really were anywhere close to it right now anyway. lol We have a lot of bills to pay off and to save money well that wouldn't be happening for a great long time. So Brandon's parents offered to help us out and suggested that we should move in there for a while. Honestly when you look at it is a really great idea but I still worry about moving into someone elses personal space with a baby none the less.

So here is to hoping it all works out and the baby doesn't drive anyone crazy!!!!! lol As I am sure it won't, but worries are still valid.

Baby Time

Wow I can't believe we just got married!!! and already we are going to have a baby!!! A BABY A little life It is so exciting and oh so scary!!