Welcome Lucian

Well first I must say I am sorry it took me so long to post this blog but I do think I have a very good excuse for not being able to. In my last blog I thought I might be in labor, well it turned out that that is exactly what it was. I went into the hospital at 9am and had Lucian at 7:59pm. Labor really wasn't that bad at all, at least not as bad as I was expecting. The crazy thing is that I got to come home the very next day.

Lucian Eden Balian Gear was born on January 17th 2006.
He was 9lbs 11oz and 20.4 inches. Brown hair, Brown eyes, 10 fingers, 10 toes, and compleately looks like his Father!!!

Maybe Labor?????

Well right now I may be in labor with baby but hummmmmm...... How do I really know??? I honestly hope it is labor because then baby is finally coming. It is kinda strange and all, for it to start today as I have a doctor's appointment in a few hours. lol if I still am unsure I will just go to my appointment and I am sure she will let me know if it is or isn't labor. As for now I am just letting everyone else get some sleep so that if it is labor they will all be ready for later on and a long day!!!! and if not then I didn't bother anyone with nothing. Which it really could be just false labor because as of now the contractions are a little bit off on the timing to be really labor. So yeah if it is false that is going to be oh so sad for me!!!!!!

3 day's overdue and going crazy!!!

Well I am now 3 day's overdue with baby and it is making me nutty. I just sit around my house waiting for something to happen and nothing is ever happening. Sometimes I start to get excited but then it always turns out to be nothing!!! I am seriously going crazy here. I woke up last night thinking that maybe I was having contractions but no such luck. It turned out just to be a cramp or something. I honestly think this is going to make me crazy if it last too much longer. One sad but good thing is that I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and she did say if by this Friday I haven't had the baby they will induce me. I really don't want to be induced but I guess I will just have to deal with whatever happens. At least I know the baby will be on it's way by this Friday no matter what.

Still no baby!!!

Well there is still no baby and I am still just sitting here waiting for it to show up. The longer it takes the less time my mom will be here to help me out. I will get induced this friday if it still has not made an apperance but I really just wish it would show today. I get grumpier and grumpier by the day!!!

Babies Due Date!!!

Well today is the babies due date!!! It doesn't look like it will be arriving anytime soon today. I guess I will have a few days of waiting or so. I am just hopeing it is soon as I am very sick of it already and I just want baby to come out and greet the world.

10 more days, I guess!!! Maybe???

Damn!!! People are so right about the last week or should I say the last two weeks!!! I am going crazy I want to just have the baby already. I didn't sleep at all, AT ALL last night and barely any other night this week. I hate this whole not sleeping, grumpy, can't get comfortable stuff. Personally I actually hope the baby comes early ummmmm like maybe on the 7th or just after that. Seeing as I would like my mother to be here when it happens and she is coming on the 7th!!
At least she is coming!! If I was all alone sitting here going into labor without Brandon home I think I would be really scared!! So lets just hope it all holds off until mom gets here but then that it happens right away!!!

I was even going to go out this week and try to take my mind off it all and have some fun, but after lastnight I really don't think that would be the smartest idea. I guess I am just going to have to wait for a while to leave my house. Maybe someone will just come to visit me this week instead!!!! Come on friends it is kinda scary to leave my house like this now. And I am really not into trying to make myself pretty!! lol

Well I can always hope for the best of it all. I am off to sleep on my living room floor on an air bed!! Lets hope that is better than the bed seeing as I don't do any sleeping in there anymore!!!